Rainbow Bridge

3 months without blogging, and now I'm missing it. What had happened? A lot of things had happened. I lost 5 puppies at the beginning of June, and I couldn't stop blaming myself.

I brought few puppies from the street, and quarantined them for about 2 weeks. When I was sure that they are healthy, I took them to adoption drive. They haven't got any vaccination on that time, and I guess that's my biggest mistake. Few days after that, one by one was having diarrhea, refused to eat, and just laying down inside the cage. I was in Jakarta that time, and my friend told me that 2 puppies has gone.

I rushed myself back home, and by that time, from 10 puppies I've lost 5. It caused by a virus called Parvo.

From top left to the down right: Climber, Yuri, Yumi, Paul Frank, and Whitney.

Even though everyone tried to convince me that it wasn't my fault, I still sometimes blame myself, 'if only I didn't bring them home...'

I know, you all are happy now, in Rainbow Bridge...

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

~ Unknown.